There is darkness, just sheer darkness engulfing my soul.
I blink my eyes,rub them.
“Take a deep breath, it’s all right there…” says Me
I have this syncing feeling and a lump in my throat,
I cannot see.
It’s void and vague.
There is nothing in there and neither beyond
It’s just me and my chimera.
I realized the futility of my existence
And the monstrosity of my reality .
I learn’t as a child to not give up but redo.
I kept scrutinizing for my fallacy
Again and again.
My life was all red and blue
Innumerable mistakes brought me unbearable distress.
It’s time to redo yourself.
It’s time to accept that your life is an irreversible snafu
The chaos and commotion surpassed my heart’s comfortable decibel
Undo your hopes, desires, dreams and life.
Just before you go, look back but do not long for it.
Breathe for once more like the prodigal child of His
Be thankful, feel sorry and promise to be better
Remind yourself of those unimpeded days and nights
And thus plunge into the depth from where no one returns.